18-Green shoots…

30 June 2020

Just finished the first two weeks post-treatment. What a trip! No surprises though, others had told me these could be the worst and they were pretty much spot-on.

The first week post treatment was awful – the neck burns had worsened and involved a trip to the local A&E along with almost daily attention by nurses.

My neck is unfortunately a difficult area to dress burns. Even though I’ve lost over 20kg, I still have more chins than a Hong Kong phone directory, so this did at first challenge the nurses. It took an unexpected trip back to see the radiologists at Cheltenham, where they had the perfect answer.

The pink coloured dressing is called Polymem and is a very sophisticated product. Read more about it here

The worst parts of the burns were additionally treated with Intrasite Gel and morphine mixture. This gave additional topical pain relief, exactly where required.

Within 10 days, the results have been amazing and to all intents and purposes completely healed. There is long-term damage to the skin though. I must moisturise this area twice a day – forever. Also, sunblock factor 50 must be applied whenever exposed to sun. Again forever.

I won’t dwell on the remainder of that week, suffice to say I never want a repeat. Finally, this last week of June has seen the first green shoots of recovery.

My voice is coming back bit by bit, although still squeaky. The coughing and thick mucus is still there 24/7. I’ve been tentatively trying to eat, although the burns in my mouth make for a quite unpleasant experience. And that is still really painful, even considering the morphine dose I’m on.

First thing I tried was some Manuka Honey from New Zealand (thanks Gill). Difficult for me, although Samros and Nisa love it.

A soft-boiled egg did go down, but that was a lot of effort. So I’ve decided to wait a week or so, before attempting solids again. I’m in no rush. I have my liquid nutrition feeds 4 or 5 times a day, giving 1200-1500 calories total.

So, all in all a very slight improvement day by day, but I’m pleased with that and hopefully the worst is over.

It won’t just be over for me though.

I receive so many best wishes and notes of bravery – and they’re all sincerely appreciated. But as is said – behind every man is a great woman and there’s no truer case than mine.

Samros has been an absolute pillar of strength. And I don’t say that lightly.

This is a woman that is not only grieving the loss of her mother in mid-April and of course, because of covid-19 not able to travel to Cambodia for her funeral, but also coming to terms with a husband stricken with stage 3 cancer.

I guess I’m fortunate that because of the lockdowns and shutdowns, Samros is on furlough and therefore she’s been taking care of me continuously, day and night. I can see the pain in her face as she sees the pain in mine.

I’m now in my 3rd week of sleeping sat upright on the sofa. It helps alleviate coughing due to the mucus. So Samros now sleeps on the lounge floor alongside me. If I wake with say, coughing - she’s immediately awake too. Ready to get me a sip of water, add some more medicines through my PEG or just to comfort me.

I try not to show the pain and we laugh off as much as we can. This humour has been one of our great strengths in the 7 years we’ve known each other. So the little in-jokes, the smiles, glances, touches and a lot of ‘ I love you’s ‘ are for sure been the best medicine I could have.

My next scheduled meeting with doctors is on 7th July. This is the first of monthly check-ups that I understand will be for the next 5 years. I won’t have any definitive answer about the tumour or prognosis for a few months, while we wait for all the radiology to settle down.

So in line with these meetings – and unless there’s anything significant to write about in-between (eating a decent plate of anything comes to mind), I’ll update the blog monthly after the doctor meetings.

In the meantime, if I could just convince Samros to buy a nurses uniform, that would be the ultimate aid to recovery 😉

15 thoughts on “18-Green shoots…”

  1. Gillian Laskier

    All the Laskier clan send their Real love and Virtual hugs .
    If you could bottle your spirit and strength you could make a million! Xx

  2. Heroic, as always. Love the new sylph-like look. Will we recognise you next time we see you. Looking forward to bangers & mash together.
    God bless your sense of humour – that’s rich from 2 atheists (if we weren’t we’d nominate Samros for sainthood.

  3. Really proud of how you’ve dealt with this, true Garber spirit. Big up to Samros, what a rock she’s been.

    Love from us in the provinces

  4. annie_todd@hotmail.co.uk

    You are a devil. Take care, Gloucester is on the list for lockdown so take extra care. Look forward to meeting up with you when we can get back to uk. Bloody hot here at the moment. Veggie patch coming on a treat so we’re now eat veggies most of the time. Chickens next year. Come and visit when safe xxxx

  5. Glad to hear that you’re making good progress Warren, and with a good woman to take care of you. Looking forward to the day when we can meet up again. Take care.

  6. Sending all our love and best wishes to you, Samros and Nisa from Phnom Penh.
    We’re moving down to Siem Reap next weekend.
    Really looking forward to seeing you all back here in Cambodia before too long.
    Sopheak and John.

  7. Tony Schröter

    You´re doing really well – in all aspects, how you fight the evil, how you appreciate your lovely family and their affords and the way you keep us all in the loop with your lovely sense of humour despite your pain! I´m very very proud of you – especially since Jo and I recently lost more than one family members and friends due to cancer (the youngest was her cousin, a mother of a 9 years old – she didn´t win the fight with age 42. But I´m also in contact with people who successfully won the fight – exactly like you are doing now and that´s how I know and can picture you and your family having a lovely BBQ with us on a holiday back in La Cala in the very near future my friend!!!
    Keep on doing what you are doing because it´s perfect!

    Warm regards


    Thanks Tony – you and Jo are real mates indeed. Love to you and all the family

  8. Ray Franklin

    Onwards and upwards woz
    Thanks for the insight into your very difficult treatment and the support you have from family and friends including nurse of the year samros
    I think your right to say the green shoots are appearing and the wieght loss is a bonus you must be about the same wieght as the 15 year old wozzer I met in hackney tech all those years ago
    Look forward to hearing news of your first real meal and keep a lookout for some reading material coming your way
    Love to all ray and liz

    Blimey, is it 50 years that I’ve put up with you?

    Couldn’t ask for a better mate through the years, Ray. And a few more to do yet.

  9. 20kg? Mate, you’re going to have to do some serious eating and drinking to get back to your perfect fighting weight.

    Trouble is, it don’t even show!

  10. Yey for green shoots! 🙂 Well done for being such a trooper Dad… the more chins that a hong kong directory really made me laugh! Samros and Nisa have been so super. xxx
    (PS. 20kg?! can i have my money back for those PT sessions now ;-))

    Sorry, no refunds. Was gonna ask you book some more gym sessions!

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